Idle, wish

It's so busy recently two weeks, which seemed that two years passed... Too many memories, love, hatry, idleness and wishes. How could I do, just face it. It's not music, just something good, something I should learn some time before. I looked as normal as much as possible. He asked me that was I okay? I was a little bit surprised, did I release or convey anything by my experssion. Was I too calm now. I know that everything should be all right then. It's useless to worry about too much, or make to many assumptions. However, I couldn't help doing that. We should be lucky who got a lot of support on the way. What kind of worries I should remove from my mind? Am I too weak, no, I am not judging from my face, but actually I am. Huffff. Cheer up!