Anxiety

Spent a whole morning in the X-Ray room... lying down in the test bed, no ideas would be come out. Life and health is so fragile. I didn't know what will happen, is it my fate? I did nothing wrong to others, always be a good person. Willing to help others and support them, if they asked or in trouble. What's going wrong with me!!! The docotor and the nurse were not bed. But, the process is not so smooth. The nurse could not find out a proper vein to inject the test dye into my arm. She hit four holes on my both hands... luckily, she got a proper one at last. As she mentioned on a statement that 1 out of 40k would go to the heaven if the patient was allergy to the dye. And luckily, no serious feeling came to me, expect watching her finding my vein.

"Take a deep breath, hold, Miss". The nurses kept asking me to do the same thing before making the X-ray films.

Finally, the test was completed. We said goodbye to each other and one nurse told me that the report could be available one month later. It seemed that this was a very small test and nothing serious at all. All of us were smiling and I went out.

I come to realize that the Health is the most important thing for the human-beings. I lost part of it. I was extremly drepressed before the test. After that, I felt somehow better. This is a process only. I got to do more in my future life... Should I keep on being a good person or try to get my benefits by all means? What a world it is. Today is the Christmas Eve. There are so many laughs on the street and the buildings are decorated so beautiful. Just me, just me, walking down the street and thinking about how to get survive...

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好聽的Ernesto Cortazar鋼琴曲


Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲01 Tears http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-tears.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲02 Tide of Lust http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-tide.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲03 Foolish Heart http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-foolish.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲04 Lalas Theme http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-lala.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲05 Autumn Rose http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-rose.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲06 B lue Waters http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-blue.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲07 Dali http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-dali.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲08 Dancing on the Clouds http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-clouds.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲09 Dancing Waves http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-dancing.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲10 Dreaming http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-dreaming.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲11 Eternal Love Affair http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-eternal.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲12 Fiesta Americana Grand http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-fiesta.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲13 Fly with Me http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-fly.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲14 Greco http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-greco.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲15 Intermezzo http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-inter.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲16 Jitana http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-jitana.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲17 Ladieu http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-ladieu.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲18 La Vida es Bella http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-bella.wma
Er nesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲19 Message in a Bottle http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-message.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲20 Morelias waltz http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-morelia.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲21 Remembrance http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-remem.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲22 Spanish Mascarade http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-spanish.wma
Ernesto Cortazar_鋼琴曲23 With You http://desuky.com.ne.kr/er/er-with.wma

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Fate

Suddently, I found that it's hard to control my life. Sometimes, I could perceive what would happen in the future, especially the bad things. But, I really do know how to avoid the happening of them... Am I too stupid or naive? Just finish the last horizon, besides the imaginary scenery description. One thing attractive is that we could have Time as much as we liked in Shangrila. It's a enclave which would not affect by times or other worlds. But, after second though, what's the use of the Time, if it's abound enough for the human beings. Could the most long-lived one dominate the world, the knowledge, the weath? If he had no forcast for his life, is it significant for him to live in the world still? No friends, no family, no worries, no love, no hatred... He might have the world except connection with the other worlds. So, Conway escaped from Shangrila...

For me, I would like to live in a peaceful and healthy life, buta, I felt that most of my wishes would not succeed in actualization most of time. There are problems on my health, my job, my life. Most of them were out of my control. Is it my fate which I should accept it without objection? I don't think so, but, I am weaker and weaker as suggling alone. Maybe, it's not a big deal. Am I staying in the circle drawn by myself? Well, I got to cheer up. Took a deep breath. Tomo' never dies...